'Decision, 3.5' , april 2017



...
(What a day)



...Siiigh.
Treating me like a sick child, seriously...
I’m not that sick— in any way.



Sigh... Ugh...
So many things happened today... I'm tired
I wish I could play something... ah, but it's so late.
A nocturne would be… nice, but I don't feel like sight-reading or getting scolded, at that.



Well, I don't yet know what to study
Is music a good option?
Ah, but I don't have many options...
Psychology, uh... Arts...
Music... seems so distant. I'm not that good.
A lot of people play piano... would be able to do it... to compete against so many people?
Ugh... It does sound nice, but...
So many cons, but also so many pros... I think?
It makes me so... Ugh.
So uncertain... But...
Ah, it's also very exciting, knowing how hard it is.
But...
Maybe mom's right, I should talk it out with Mr.Signy.
But I don't lose anything if I go tomorrow, right?



...
That Noriko Ichika said... We don't talk a lot
It may be uncomfortable.
... No, no matter what I do, I have to talk to people, whatever I end up choosing.
...
What a hassle.


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